Bryon Genaw

I miss so much Bryon. You are the best brother a sister could ever have. Rest in peace.

You took a piece of my heart with you Little Brother. You are so missed and loved.

I miss and love you yaya your the best father anybody could ask for me and mom love you so much R.I.P

I can’t believe your gone, nobody told me. How did this happen, were you sick. All I know is you were the Best Boss an Friend I will ever know, we all miss you much Bry & we all love you an you will always be in our heart. From your beloved friends from Minnesota……

Dear dad, wow I don’t know where to even start there’s so much I wanna know and want to say. I’ll start by saying thank you for my brother Zack and my sister Sam…they’re great…I never got to meet you in life for some reason the fates didn’t allow it…but that doesn’t mean I didn’t want to..I always did. I wanna know do you like coffee? Are you a morning person or were you a night owl like me? I see you were an Aquarius, I’m a Gemini dad we’re compatible to be great friends did you know that? So I assume we would have been close. I have your nose and your temper apparently. Nobody messes with me tho so I don’t mind it lol. I still wonder if you would have liked my music or would you have hated it? Would you have been there for my epilepsy appointments? Or for my kids birth? Would you have loved to know and be a grandpa? By the way I have three amazing babies and a step daughter and step son. I love kids! Did you? I think you did cuz Zack says you were a great dad and you taught him to Be a man..that’s great I love to hear that! Mom took care of me and Sam fully so don’t worry about that part okay. We only lack knowing you and being able to love and care for you is all. I wanted nothing more then to just meet you even just once. But god had other plans I guess which I won’t question him but I can’t help but wonder why? Would you have been there for me when I got pregnant and kicked out? Or when swat broke into my house and I went to jail would you have bailed me out? Or made me learn a lesson? Things I’ll always wonder….shit and I guess I’m funny sometimes,did I get that from you? Maybe? Idk but I think so. I herd you play guitar and taught my uncle Mike to play that’s what’s up cuz he gives me goosebumps when he plays so you taught him well and got skills dad. What kind of music did you play or enjoy? Things I’ll always wonder…why didn’t you try to talk to me more then those 2 phone calls in my life? It hurts and idk if you did it on purpose or it was a mistake? Idk I wish I could ask you…was my mom your first love? Do you wish things ended differently? To where you could have seen me and Sam on the regular? How many aunts and uncles do I have? When you got remarried did you want us there? I would have loved to have been there dad…your wife seems nice as far as I can tell. She seems hesitant to speak to me tho which I understand but Zack is an amazing lil brother I would have loved to grow up with him and hope to meet him in person one day. I know he hurts without you dad and I’m tryna help him thru that I just hope I’m not doing too much. I wanna know so much about you dad and to just even speak to you again or meet you would mean the world to me but God needed you back and his plans didn’t involve me and you meeting and it makes me sad. I don’t usually talk about my feelings whatsoever cuz ima hard ass I guess like you? Maybe? But this has been heavy on my mind lately for some reason even tho you’ve been gone since 2011 I just never delt with this feeling or emotions cuz it was easier to ignore it. But it does haunt me and I’ll forever wonder and wish who you were as a person and a father. All I can do is be grateful I’m here and you helped create me and I’ll forever try to be a great parent to my kids like you were to my lil brother Zack and like I hope you’d do with me and Sam. I’ll always wonder what knowing you in this crazy world would have changed for me and even my kids….even tho I can’t say I knew you I love you still and hope God lets you see this dad. Rest easy always love your daughter Erica 💗