Jacque L. Rakowitz

Jacque always tried to cheer me up and sent me positive comments on facebook. She was a great Aunt and was always nice to me. I remember I loved going over to their house for holidays and hang outs to enjoy chatting with her and the food and gifts she gave. I appreciated when she shared her house with my dad for him to live in when not on the road. Love you Aunt Jacque.

I was looking through our year books and kept thinking about all the good times we had over the years. I know we didn’t get to talk much after we graduated but you were always with me were ever I was at and you will always be with me. You were more than a friend you were me other sister. I miss you now and I will miss you always. I love you and relieved that you are no longer in pain. God Speed best friend I will see you again in a better place.

I’m sure they’re both enjoying each other’s company and talking about us and their grandkids. Thank you for your sweet message cousin

Hey mom, It’s been about 6ish months since my last post to you. Next month makes a year that you’ll be gone and it still doesn’t feel real. I know you’ll be proud of everything we’ve accomplished in the last year. Isaiahs going to 3rd grade!! He’s reading on a late 3rd grade early 4th grade level and his math is also on a late 3rd grade level. Eli’s going to school too! He’s super excited for pre-K. I don’t think he fully understands what’s going to happen yet lol. Eli had his year check up with his cardiologist a few weeks ago and he said everything with Eli is going amazingly and he may not have to see a cardiologist after next year but that’s still to be determined. I’ve completed my therapy. Kelly said I made significant progress with therapy. I’m pretty proud of myself. But mostly I’m proud of the boys. They’ve gone through changes this year and they act like nothing ever happened. They miss you sooo much! Whenever we watch Moana and the part where her grandma dies Eli says “my grandma died too, I miss her”. We have your urn in the living room and whenever I get onto the boys they always say “I’m gonna go tell grandma on you” and run to your urn to tell on me lol. I guess that’s their way of dealing with me since they can’t call you hahahah. I know you’d laugh if you could. I miss you soooo much mom! Daisy had her first birthday a few weeks ago. She truly has been a God send to our family. I believe you had something to do with that. I’ll keep you updated mommy! Keep looking after us ♥️

Hey mom! The boys have started school again. Eli is loving Pre-K!! He loves his teacher and is making friends. He’s doing sooo good! Isaiah’s doing amazing as well! He likes his two teachers and has made a few friends. I know you’re with them everyday and I know you’d be so proud of them! We love you ♥️

Hey mommy, Just wanted to let you know what we’ve been up to recently. The boys are doing great in school! Isaiah has A’s and B’s and his B’s are almost A’s! We had to get his medicine switched but this one seems to be helping him. Elijah’s learning to write his name. He writes it “E L I J H” he always forgets the A lol. He’s also learning how to spell it. He’s such a flirt with the little girls in his class. He’s a mess lol. The kids had picture day the other day but only Elijah took pictures because Isaiah caught a stomach bug and stayed home so hopefully he can get them done during a make up day. As for myself I’m still trying to get into school. I just have to do my financial aid and sign up for classes. I know you’d be proud of the boys and I. We miss you so much! The boys have been talking about you a lot. One of Isaiah’s classmates lost his grandpa recently and he was upset and so Isaiah talked to him and let him know he wasn’t alone and that Isaiah knew how he felt because he lost you. We love you!

Hey Mom, We got Elijah’s school picture back. It’s so cute! He did so good taking his picture. He was super excited when he came home that day. He told me “mom I smiled like this cheeeese” and showed me his smile. Dad asked me for updated pictures of the boys so I’m getting one printed and I’m going to frame it and ship it to your house. Isaiahs getting his picture taken tomorrow because he was sick on picture day. I’ll print that one and frame it for Dad too. We miss you Mom! I posted Elijah’s picture since I can’t print it for you this year. We know you’re with us. We love you♥️

Hey mom,
It’s been a while. So much has happened since I last posted. Daddy passed away but I’m sure you already knew that. I accidentally called your old number the day he passed which is weird because I have never done that in the past five years that you’ve been gone. I knew you wouldn’t answer but part of me was hoping you would. I miss you so much! Give love to everyone in heaven for me and try not to argue with dad 😅