Josefine Rangel

My beautiful momma I miss you so very much. I honestly cannot go on without you. I feel as if you are still here but I look for you and your not. My heart is literally shattered! I love you and miss you so very much!!!!! ✝️😭💔

Momma, it’s almost a month that you will be in Heaven. I am so happy for you, yet I am so very sad for myself. I know you are pain free and with all your family that already went home. Daddy, Julie, Jimmy and your Chema, we all miss you so very much. Even the puppies miss you. Olive, your Zoë, Gizmo, and even Toby all act different now that you’re not here. We ALL miss you so very very VERY much!!!!! We love you momma!!!!! 😭💔🥺🕊✝️🦋🌻

Momma I love and miss you oh so much!!!!!! We have been through so much since you have been gone. Jimmy actually came to the house and was here like 3 days! He calls to check up on us every single day! Unfortunately dad, Julie and I got corona. We are over it thank God! There are so many things I want to tell you. I love you and I miss you soooooo very much!!!!!!!!

Momma it’s been 3 months today that I last saw you alive. My heart still hurts so much. It is truly forever broken 💔 Not a single day goes by that I do not think of you. I love you and miss you so much!!!!! Our family will not be complete until we are all in Heaven together with you! I love you so much momma! It is so hard without you here! I miss you! 😭💙✝️🌻🕯🦋🥺🕊💔🙏

Momma I wish you were here so I could tell you in person! I love you so very very very much!!!!!! I miss you like crazy!!!!! Julie is going to let me go pick up dad today! Thank you for all the trips you let me drive to Jimmy’s and on the way back! I love you so very much! Well momma, I got to go get dad. I love you sooooo very much!!!!!!!!!! 🥺🙏🦋✝️💙😭🌻🕊💔

Momma I love you and miss you so very much!!!!! I can’t believe it is July 1st already! You have been gone almost half a year already! Daddy, Julie, Jimmy and I have somehow managed to survive this long without you physically here. It is truly by God’s grace although it has been extremely hard! Honestly if I could speak to you just one more time, I don’t think it is possible to let you know how much you mean yo us, how much we love you, how much we miss you, how much we need you!!!!!!! 💔😭 I love you so much momma, I miss you so much also. I just don’t know what to do now that you are not physically here!!!!!😭💔🥀🦋🥺🕯🌈🌻🙏🏻✝️💙

My beautiful momma! I miss you so very much! I think about you and miss you everyday! Yesterday was my birthday, the day you officially became a momma, MY MOMMA! l didn’t write anything here because I was sick and couldn’t see. On my birthday I went into the er at 12:30 am because of my eye i got operated this week. Wonderful Dr. Sponsel went into his office at who knows what time at night and worked a miracle on my eye. I am more than sure Jesus was there and you were too! Julie helped him by holding my head still while he stuck a big needle in my eye and filled my eye with liquid. Julie did such a good job! I am thankful for everything God!!!!!! I am feeling a bit better today, it is still hurting bad but it’s not unbearable anymore. I just wish Julie, Jimmy and daddy would feel better! Either way momma, I love you and miss you so very VERY MUCH!!!!! I will see you soon!!!!!!🌈✝️🦋🙏🏼💔😭🥀💙🥺🌻🕯

It’s August 8th already. I love you so much momma! I miss you more than you will ever know!!!!!!!! I cannot believe that I haven’t physically seen you or hugged you or given you a kiss in so long! I miss you so much!!!!! I love you with all my heart!!!!!!💔🥺🦋🌻🙏🏼💙🕯🥀✝️

Mommasita it’s the 8th again. It been 8 months today that I have seen your beautiful face. I miss you so very much!!!!! Queen Elizabeth II died today. Her son Charles is 73 years old. He was so lucky to have his momma for so long. I honestly STILL cannot believe that you are really gone! I have woken up who knows how many times with the intention to go to your room to tell you good morning. So for like 10 seconds everything feels ok, then it hits me that your not here anymore. Momma I think about you literally all the time. I miss you so much. I love you momma. I cannot wait for us to all be together. I’m still waiting for you to come see me. I love you momma!!!!! 🥺💙🙏🏼🥀🦋😭🐞🌻🌈🕯✝️

Momma I love you soooo much!!!!!!!! I miss you like you wouldn’t even believe! If I could go to Heaven right now to be with you I would!!!!!!! I know I promised you that I would take care of daddy, Julie, Jimmy and all the pets. I am doing that the best that I can! I love you momma! 🥺🌻🦋✝️🕯🌈🥀🐞🙏🏼💔

Hey momma, I want to saw that I love and miss you so much. Julie rented a house on the beach, actually like on an island thingy where dad can just sit in the back balcony and drop the line right in the water. Ih how i wish you were here. We are going today after Joy gets out of work and are coming back on Monday. Its not going to be the same now that you aren’t here. 🥺 I love you and I miss you so very very much!!!!!!! P.s. thank you for helping me find my little pink bag that I pack my meds in! 😇 I love you momma!!!!! 💔🐞🌈🥀💙🙏🏼🦋🌻🥺🎣🕯✝️

Momma its the 8th again. It doesn’t get easier. I know that I will never get used to you not physically being here. We went to the Zaiontz reunion this past Sunday in Yorktown. It was really nice. They said a prayer for you and everyone we lost the past couple of years. I miss you so much momma! I love you so very much!!!!!!! I cannot believe that time is going by so fast, yet it seems to drag on without you by my side. I love and miss you so much momma!!!!! 🥺🙏🏼✝️🕯🌈🥀🌻🦋🐞💔🕊💙😭

Momma I love you sooooo very much!!!!! I miss you sooooo much also!!!!!!! ✝️ Monday the 21st your puppy puppy, your little Gizmo went to Heaven. I’m imagining him going psycho running over the rainbow bridge 🌈 straight into your arms!!!!!! 😇 You got another little angel doggy with you now. Yesterday was the anniversary of Jaimes’ death. I’m so sure that yall are up there celebrating Thanksgiving. We are going to have a little meal here on earth. It certainly is not going to be the same without you physically here! 💔 I love and miss you so much momma!!!!! Life is definitely not the same now that you aren’t here. I love you so very much momma!!!!!!! 💔🥺✝️🌈🙏🏼🦋🥀💙🐞🕯🕊🌻🥀😭

My sweet and wonderful momma, I miss you so very much!!!!! I love you with all my heart momma! My heart hurts so much!!!!! 💔 I think of you constantly!!!!! 💔🥺🙏🦋🌈✝️🐞🥀😭💙🫶🌻🕯🛐

Momma, my sweet and precious momma, I love and miss you more than words can say! Today is the 31st of December, new years eve, but most importantly, it’s the day that Amma gave birth to you! It’s your 1st birthday up in Heaven! 😇🕊 This has been the most horrible, devastating, heart breaking year I have ever been through! I lost you momma! 💔 You were my momma, my best friend and my partner in crime! I miss you so sooooo much!!!!!!! I sometimes feel that I can’t make it without you but then I see dad and I know he needs my help. I know that momma but it’s so hard now that you aren’t here anymore. I want everything to be like it was. So many people have passed away these past couple of years and it is soo soooo hard because they just left holes in our lives. I miss you so much momma. I love you so very very very VERY MUCH!!!!!! I again I am so very sorry for all the times I failed you. I can never forgive myself for things I have done in the past and for things that I will still end up doing. I am so very sorry momma! I love and miss you so very much! If I read my Facebook memories they all say that I love you and that I wouldn’t be able to live without you physically here, yet I am literally having to live without you here! I have you always in my heart but it’s not the same! I talk to you but it’s not the same now that you aren’t physically here. I don’t know how to go on without you! I can’t say it enough, life is not the same without you here! 💔 Since it’s going to be new years, everyone is excited and talking about new years resolutions. I don’t have any. There isn’t a resolution that even peaks my interest in doing. You know how every year we would have the same resolution to lose weight. Well I don’t even know how to do that. I’m taking daddy put to eat everyday because we’ll you know how he absolutely loves doing that but I’m scared he’s going to fall or we are going to catch something. We still wear our masks, but not when we eat. I’m just afraid, but there is really no way to tell dad no. I’m sorry momma! I just don’t know what to do without you here! I love you so very much! All I know is that this horrible year is coming to an end in a couple of hours. I literally just want to go to bed and sleep. I love you so very very much and I miss you more than you will ever know. I LOVE YOU MOMMA!!!!!!!! 💔🕊🌈😇🥺😭🙏🌻✝️🫶🕯🥀🦋💙

My sweet and wonderful momma. The anniversary of the absolute hardest day in my life came and went. The anniversary of you leaving us has been so hard and almost unbelievable. It is 3:38 right now on the 9th. I can’t write anymore right now, but I will later. I love you, and I miss you so sooooo very much. 🫶🌈🕯🥀🦋😭✝️🌻💙🙏💔🕊🥺

Momma, my sweet and loving Momma. I miss you and I love you sooooo very, VERY much!!!!!! I honestly can’t believe that you are gone!!!!! I wish things were different. I wish I could see you! I love you so much it really and truly hurts! There are so many things that have happened since you went to Heaven! There are so many things I wish I knew and had known!!!!!!!! Momma, my precious and loving Momma, I just want to hug you!!!!! I want to hear your voice!!!!! I want to be with you, momma!!!!!! I love you so very much!!!!!!!! ✝️🕊🥺💔🕯🌈💙😔🙏🥀🫶🦋🌻😭😭😭😭😭

My beautiful momma! This morning Spike went to Heaven! Jimmy called me before 9 am to tell me that Spike died. I thought it was strange to get a call from him so early in the morning. One be one we are all going to join you momma. I love you more than words can express, and I miss you more and more everyday!!!!!🙏💙🕯😭🌻🌈🥺✝️🥀😔🦋🫶🕊💔

Momma it’s the last day of February. I can’t believe it’s been a whole other month already. I love you sooooo very much! I miss you like crazy! I really wish I could see you, hear you and feel you momma! 🥺✝️🙏💙🥀😭💔🫶🕊💖🦋🐞🌻🌈🕯

Momma I am not sure why, but yesterday was a really bad day . I had a telephone appointment with my psychiatrist and I couldn’t stop crying. I felt bad for him because even he got really ‘sad.’ I am just lost still momma. I feel really bad because Julie is feeling really bad right now. She stayed home from work today. Jimmy is sick too. He has really bad allergies or a cold. Dad is really weak right now. He is being hard headed though. I promised you that I would take care if then for you momma so I am. I love you soo very much momma!!!!!! 🥺 I miss you so much!!!!!! I am completely lost without you!!!!! 🥺💙🥀🐞🫶🌈🌻✝️🦋💔😭🙏🕊🕯

My sweetest most loving Momma, I miss you do very much!!!!! I love you more than I can express. You honestly cannot even imagine how much we miss you! Today is your sweet little boy Jimmy’s birthday. Today is also Minnies birthday. The weather is actually cold and rainy today so we didn’t go down to Floresville to see him. I put together a Minnies special for him. All I’m missing out of it is the chocolate milk and pizza. I’ll get those later when we actually go to see him. Momma, dad is going to be getting some work done on his fistula and I’m so scared. I don’t think he understands the risks on going under anesthesia. I am just going to trust God, and if it’s dad time, I’m going to have to accept it. I don’t even know how I’m going to do it, but I am going to somehow, someday, live through it. I lost you momma, I still don’t know how to live without you. My days pass, by taking care of dad. I just don’t know anything anymore. I love and miss you so much!!!!! 🥺🥀🕊💔🙏🦋✝️💙🌈😞🌻🛐💚😭🐞🫶🌼❤️‍🩹🩵🕯😇🪽

Today marks 16 months that you went to Heaven. It hurts just as bad today than it did yesterday, and the day before that, and the day before that and so on. There are so many things thst have changed since you left. There are a few things that will never change. I love and miss you so very much!!!!! 💔 Mother’s day weekend is coming up. It’s so hard knowing that you are not here anymore. 🥺 You are with your momma. Although I know that everyone eventually passes away, I didn’t think that it would be your time so soon. Daddy, Julie, Jimmy and I are forever changed. We miss you so much momma!!!!! We love you so very much my sweet momma!!!!!!!!!!!!! 🥺🪽🥀🌻✝️🩵🌈🦋💔🙏💙😔🛐🦋💚🕯🌼🐞❤️‍🩹🕊😭🫶

I forgot to tell you have a wonderful Mother’s Day in Heaven! I love you momma!

Momma, my sweet, wonderful, loving and irreplaceable momma, I love and miss you so so soooo very much!!!!!!! 💔😭 It’s been 17 months since you left. I still cannot honestly believe that you are really and truly gone. It feels like a nightmare that doesn’t seem to end. Momma, so much has happened that it’s almost a freaken new world. A world without out you physically here is just horrible. On the 30th of May I had eye surgery, and today the 8th of June dad had surgery to fix his dialysis access. You know how they are all big and bother him, well today Dr Fiala went in and reduced one. He will see what it looks like tomorrow at dialysis when they take the bandage off. Julie took off today and tomorrow, Friday, to take care of us. It’s so hard without you here! I love you and miss you so very much!!!!! 😭💔🙏🥺🦋🩵🌼😔🪽🕊🐞💙🛐❤️‍🩹🌈🕯✝️🫶🫶🥀🌻

Momma i love you soooooo much!!!!!!!!! 🌻🙏😭🌼🕊🥀✝️🩵🪽🫶🛐😔🕯🥺💔💚💙🦋

Mommasita, I love and miss you oh so very much!!!!!!!! 🥺 Oh Momma, so much is happening and you are not physically here to be with me!!!!!!!! Can you believe that I actually meet a really nice guy. What the heck right? Julie has been telling me to go on a dating app for a while now. Well all of a sudden Facebook came up with one. I clicked on it just to see what it was all about. Well it made me a profile! I was like, what the heck?! Lol Anyways, just to ne dumb si no one would want to message me, I put up some not so good looking pictures lol I posted the one when we went fishing on the boat and I’m holding up that red and I’m all sweaty and fat! Lol I had also posted a picture of me when I was at a baseball game with Julie. Again I was all sweaty and gross looking. Lol Either way. I got quite a few messages from guys. I had messages back like 4 or 5 of them but they were in their late 20’s and early 30’s lol One guy was like 9 years older than me. We exchanged messages back and forth. Then we exchanged phone numbers and FaceTimed each other. Either way, long story short, he’s come over to the house a couple times. We picked up dad from dialysis both times and us three went to eat breakfast. Dad has been getting really weak after dialysis to the point that the lady’s from dialysis has told us that dad needs to be on a wheelchair, but you know dad, he don’t listen. Oh momma, I wish you were here sooooo bad. I need you momma!!!!!!! 18 months today you went to Heaven and not a day goes by that I don’t need you and miss you!!!!!!!! I wish I could physically talk to you about everything. I’m so lost without you 💔 I love you so much momma! 💔🥺🫶🕊🩵🙏🌈🛐🦋💚😭🌼💙🥀🌻🕯✝️

Momma, I am so lost right now. I think I am in the worst state of mind that I have ever been in I wish you were here or I was there. I need you momma! I love you sooooooooooo much momma!!!!!!!! I miss you so bad!!!!!!!!!!🥺💔🙏🥀🌈✝️🦋🌻😢💙😭🐞🌼🛐🕯🩵💚🫶🪽

My sweet momma, I love and miss you so very much! 💔 Today is the 8th of the month already. I miss you so very much!!!!! Not a day goes by that I don’t think of you. I can’t believe that you have been physically gone 19 months already!!!!!! I miss and love you sooooo sooooooo sooooooooo much!!!!!!! 💔🙏😫🦋🥀🥺🌻💙🌈🕯✝️😭🪽🌼🩵💚🫶🛐🕊

Momma, my sweet and beautiful momma, I miss you more than words can say. I love you so very much! I am so very sorry for everything. I really wish I could be with you right now. I need you so much momma. You kept me sane, you kept me going, you loved me unconditionally. I miss you so very much my sweet momma. Today is the 8th again, you have only been gone 20 months yet it really and truly feels like forever…🥺✝️🌻🌈🦋🕯🫶🕊🛐🥀😭💔🙏

My beautiful momma! I miss you sooooo much!!!!!! So much has changed since you have been gone. A lot of bad stuff but also some good things. They would be so much better if you were here. Momma, I got a boyfriend. I had been talking to a guy named Julio Céasar. He’s really nice and even took daddy, Julie and I out to breakfast at Dennys yesterday. I cooked, well Joy helped me, supper the other day. So daddy, Julie, Julio and I ate here at the house. Olive and Toby barked a bit at him but within minutes they were all lovey dovey on him. They are silly dogs. Momma I really like him, but we are complete opposites. You know how I am and he’s physically fit, muscular, goes to the gym every day, goes to church 2 times a week plus I think he’s cute. Julie has her opinions of him. Dad and him seem to get along good. He even went to go visit dad a couple times when he was in the rehab center. I don’t know, I really like him, but Julie has her reservations about him. Like what would a guy that looks like that, want with a big ugly girl like me? I don’t know momma. I wish you were here. I need you, I love you, mostly importantly, I want you to be able to rest in paradise momma. I love you sooooo very much!!!!! 💔🦋🥺🫶🌻😇🐇💙🥀😢🙏🐾🐞🌈✝️🕯🛐😭

Mommasita! Today, actually right now i’m going to fullfull a bucket list thing. Joy, dad are going to see Intocable. Julie bought us tickets to see them! I so wish you were still here with us momma! I love you so much and i miss you like crazy! Rest easy mommasita, I will see you soon! 🌈🙏🦋🥺🥀🕯🛐🌻😔💙✝️💔😭🫶

Momma, I love and miss you so very much! I know you are with our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ! I cried yesterday for you really hard. I am sorry momma. I love you soooooo very much!!!!!!!!!! 💔🥀😭🦋🛐🪽🙏🫶🌻🕊🌈😞🕯💙✝️🥺

Momma, it is 3 days away from your birthday. Instead of it being a happy and festive time of the year, it isn’t. We however are extremely grateful to God Almighty, that He gave us you! I love and miss you so very much momma!!!!! 🥀🦋🛐🪽🙏🫶🌻🌈😞🕯💙✝️😭💔🕊🥺

Momma, my sweet and beautiful momma. I can’t believe that you are gone from us 2 years today. It hurts so much momma. You have missed out on so much. I really wish you were here. We went to the coast today and spent some time sitting on a bench with dad and Julie. We all love and miss you so bad. I can’t wait to go to Heaven Momma! 🥀💔🥺🕊🦋🫶✝️💙🕯😞🌈🌻🙏🪽🛐😭

I love and miss you so very much momma!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Momma, I love and miss you sooooooo much!!!!!!! I wish you were here with me momma! This sounds so strange and I wouldn’t believe it but, I’m getting married! I wish you were here soooo bad!!!!!!! His name is Julio. I really wish I could talk to you momma! I love you so much!!!!!🥺💔🫶🙏🕊🪽🐞🦋🌻🥀🌈🕯

It’s the 8th again momma. My sweet and wonderful momma, I love and miss you so very much!!!!! Our lives have changed so drastically since you left. I have been told by a few people that I need to let you rest in peace. I am so very sorry if I am keeping you from doing that. I hope and pray that you are really and truly at peace momma. I love you so very much momma. Things are just not the same with you gone. I love you so much!!!!!!! 🥺🥀💔🦋🫶✝️😭🙏🏻🕊🌻🌈🛐

Momma, it’s a boy! I remember you telling me that the dr said Jim would be a girl, then he came out as your baby boy !!!!!! Man how woulda be able to live like over. There are so many things I would change. Momma, I’m going to close now. I love and miss you soii very much!!!!!!!!!💔🥺🦋😭💚😇💙🫶🥀🌻🪽🕊️✝️🛐 I love you momma!!!!!!!!!!!!!