Maria C. Brasher

Grandma , I love you so much . I’m very sorry i had my head wrapped around my busy life and I didn’t pay no attention to see how hurt you were , how sick you were . How much you needed me / us there for you . You were to strong of a woman to bother us because you felt that we were to busy with our lives . I was to blind to see that you were slowly fading away , I just wish I could have been right next to you when this happened. I thought you were going to be here forever , I know sounds crazy . I mean at least I thought you wouldn’t have gone so soon and sudden. I deeply regret not being there in the end for you . I love you so much grandma. I trusted you with everything, I could tell you my crazy nights and stories without being judged. You were there for me all the time . You with opened arms let me and my friends stay with you . You let me do a lot of things my parents wouldn’t have lol let’s just say that . We had some crazy nights that’s for sure . My grandma was the life of the party lol , my friends loved you like there own grandma. I never imagined I would have lost you so soon . I had just texted you two days before you passed , I couldn’t stop crying because I had a really bad feeling something wasn’t right . I’m sorry I didn’t call you one last time to hear your voice . I wish I can hear your voice just more time. I’m very sad right now . I can’t believe I will never see you again grandma. That’s it , your just gone like that . . I can go on and on about so much but I can’t help but cry tears of joy knowing you are at rest and not suffering in this cold world . You lived your life already , you were very sick . I love you crazy old lady . Till we meet again . Your in my heart forever grandma 💜